I Never Breathed In

To you was I

The birth of another mistake

To you was I

A disease born into your son

When I’ve ripped out the eyes

The only eyes that ever looked up to you

When I grown the legs

That stand up to you

But you still hold my throat

You still hold me down

I can’t even look you in the eyes

Because I’ve lied

Because I’ve lied to you

And every night I’ve spent

I spend unloved

Knowing I might become you

Did I ever stand a chance

When you wouldn’t let me grow?

You wouldn’t let grow