In Fear

I was born with bleeding eyes

As the devil made me blind

He said that he loved me

He said that he cared

With his arms wrapped around me like a vulnerable child

I still feel nothing. I still feel alone.

So leave me with nothing as that's all I deserve.

Leave me with nothing and hear my skin cry like birth.

And the truth is that I am so scared of what goes on

inside.

My head let you in

My heart held you close

My eyes don't see you like I wish they could

And I don't remember ever seeing myself smile

Someone feel me what is wrong with me

Am I so sick that I'm helpless