Since I Was Born

I’m as scared as a child now

Just leave me on my own

When they’re putting their arms around me

And they’re breathing this into me

My lungs they will never be clean

I’d never breathe this into you, I’d rather bleed

I try to let it breathe

So I tear my self apart

I try to let it breathe

When my own body, it hates me

How can I grow when I’m already old?

I try to let it breathe

I tear myself apart

But everything inside is ruined

It’s dead from the air I need