I Still Love You

This for you ma

I miss you so much

Just being real with it

I love you ma

We celebrating the life of Jana Taylor

I still love you we together

Ma where ya body is not where ya soul is

I understand this concept 100%

So it's a celebration...yes

Don't visit where you lay its not where you rest

You always told me this bodies a shell

We sons and daughters of god there's no heaven or hell

Its misguided energy

Never born never die

But some get led down the wrong path mentally

Too good for the earth

And when I say I love you now just don't know what it's worth

If you ain't here to hear it

I am I being selfish or being fearful

And some days don't even know what I'm here for

Cause all my goals were based around you

Every dream a son dreams for his mom he wants to do

I keep telling myself you're in such a better place

But I'm having a hard time not seeing face to face

First mother's day without you

Woke up feeling doubtful

A lot of hate and pain has been the outcome

It ain't been a year wounds opened far from healed

Starting to feel scars from scabs pealed

It's the worst hand you can be dealt

And if you make it past that shit you gon be felt

Not a day goes by not an hour doesn't ring

Bells and memories of the qualities you bring

You hear with me, beautiful voice I hear like Whitney

I'm on my grind ma till the angels come get me

I still love you we together

Jana Taylor is forever