Filthy Habits

Why won't everyone just forget about it?

I left a trail of blood with love not violence

And I don't deserve anything you're providing

I am cold, leave me alone

I tip-toe corners these days, always hiding

My mind, it swallows whole every last distraction

And all that I'm left with are a million questions

Like "have you grown cold?"

"Are you fucking miserable?"

I just can't listen to sad songs anymore

I get fucking bored

Jealous of friendships that I can't abide by

Jealous of this sinking ship

Watch the water swallow all of us whole

This time I swear it's over

Jump in with your lungs wide open

Haven't you heard cynics never recover?

There are words that I can't even breathe

And those are the ones I've been dying to scream

Still jealous of friendships I can't abide by

And we'll watch this sinking ship

And the water swallow all of us whole

This time I swear it's over

Jump in with your lungs wide open

Cynics never fucking recover

Spit on the stories you've been told

Cause now you're so much older

It's clear you've forgotten all about this

I don't think I'll ever recover