Crutch

This is my crutch, this is my dream

This is the only thing that ever helps me sleep

This is my home, this is my head

This is my heart on drugs, the monster in my bed

This is my crutch!

These are my aches, this is my pain

This is a giant fabrication of what makes someone insane

This is a joke and this is so sad

And I never knew that feeling good could make you feel so bad

This is a lie, I should've told you all before

I don't know what I'm saying, what I've said and I can't say it anymore

I've been a mess, I've been a dick

I've been on medication I can't pronounce and I'm fucking sick of it

This is my crutch!

This is my crutch!

I feel so incomplete

I think that I've been beat

I've never felt so weak

Christ give me something quick

My emotions make me sick

Is this something I can fix

This is my crutch, this is my dream

This is the only time I feel like I've been beat

This is my pill, this is my end

This is the only thing I need and I'm so lucky you're my friend

This is my crutch!

This is my crutch!

This is my crutch!