Tell Me Why I'm Okay

There's nothing like a healthy dose of reality

From the words on my computer and the cable TV

Everyone gets lucky so I guess I should chill

But if everybody's dead there's no one left to kill

You crawl across the kitchen eat your food on the floor

You cover up the window and you lock up the door

You're terrified of nothing as you weep through the day

Masturbate to memories 'til you're not afraid

There's a piece of me breaking inside everyday

It can't wait it can't wait to get out

Cause if the storm ahead's looking for someone to take

I can't wait I can't wait to get out

You spit out all the medicine they told you to take

There's nothing that can fix you if there is then it's fake

She says your spasms are genetic the depression will heal

Well I don't need no one to tell me how I should feel

You told your family that you should have stayed in the closet

Well you tried to get back in I had the key but I lost it

You're freaking out you calm down and you freak out again

And when you're hanging from the ceiling nothing else can be said