If You're Happy

I think you think I'm someone else

Maybe it's me and you've been myself

And this is only a cry for help

You said watch me fade away.

She's cleaning out the closets

Because there's not much more to keep

Well I am laying on the bathroom floor

I choke myself to sleep.

You can not explain to someone

who will never understand

Because I just jumped out your window

and I can not wait til I land.

I need to stop playing out relationships

inside of my head.

Because every one of my memories

is filled with shit you never even said.

And I fell in love with a girl who I will never see

again.

It makes me sad in my head

to think how happy we could have been.

And now it's hard to sing along

when you never knew the words

'cause I swear you're talking lies

and you could swear that I misheard.

And now the ship, it's going down

And I am not sure what to think

Well I am going back to bed

'Cause I refuse to watch her sink.

We'll buy balloons, we'll let them go.

When I get back, I'll let you know

that everything will be the same.

You can't deny what you can't change.

And if you're happy, well then, you're happy.

We could leave it all at that.

Pretend you're happy and I'll be happy.

Then I'll try to make it back.

Now she's cleaning out the closets

because there's not much more to keep

Well I am laying on the bathroom floor

I choke myself to sleep.

You can not explain to someone

who will never understand

Because I just jumped out your window

and I can't wait til I land.

And now the ship, it's going down

And I am not sure what to think

Well I am going back to bed

'Cause I refuse, I refuse, to watch her sink.