Today Is Not Real

In a half hour

I'll be fine

The next 29 minutes

Are gonna flow like concrete

My heart'll get so low

It can touch my feet

So just leave me alone

There's nothin' I need

I'll feel better

I'll feel better

I'll feel better

We'll admit the lows keep me alive

If it wasn't for the changes

I would probably die

Like how the dark never seems

That dark when it's finally light

My concentration is a knot

My depression keeps it tight and

I'll feel better

I'll feel better

I'll feel better

I'll feel better

I'm like the cold dead winter

Finally looking for the spring and

You're the nice warm sun

You give birth to everything

Like a patient coming out of surgery

I remember how to feel

Like a traumatized victim

The past half hour wasn't real, wasn't real

I'll feel better

I'll feel better

I'll feel better

So make up lies

And convince yourself they're true

Who am I to tell you what to do?

In a half hour

I'll be fine (I'll be fine)

The next 29 minutes

Are gonna flow like concrete