All The Things I Wasn't

Hours of hiding, spent apart

The wall was all we'd shared

About the closest you could get

About all I would bear

Tell me all the things I wasn't

Would have made this big a difference

To all the things you are

Years of listening taking in

To one day take away

From all the guilt and pity I

Could barely keep at bay

Time apart I'd realized

The name's the most we'd shared

Unlike you there's no way I

Could spend forever there