Even If

Doesn't seem that selfish, no, not in the least

What's so self righteous about this curiosity?

This want for a meager exchange

So much time has passed but still it remains

This need for you is a recurring theme in my life

Don't you think I'm lonely?

Eager to complete the story

Confused and still haunted

With why you'd start over

Oh and ignore me

It takes time to realize the other side of you

That's controlled and blinding on sight of our lives

Well even if you left me and my brother

Even if you left us and our mother

I want nothing more than to catch your eye

Would you be impressed with how far I've climbed

Without your assistance with you nowhere in sight?

Don't you think I'm lonely?

Eager to complete the story

Confused and still haunted

With why you'd start over

Oh and ignore us

It takes time to realize the other side of you

That's controlled and blinding on sight of our lives

Even if you left me and my brother

Even if you left us and our mother

She's had her share more than we'll know

My brother won't, he just won't let go

They say you're sick and there's a name and a phrase

To apply and help explain

Still having trouble trying to separate

How you started a new family?

Even after you left me and my brother

Even after you left us and our mother