For Love

This ritual

is a crushing of the spirit

sleepless and suffering

I have broken

it's been dark

the light of day

is months away

and I am years

from what I used to be

I've tried so hard

to find a piece of myself

for the love of pain

I push on

through it all

wake up. do it again

DAY IN AND DAY OUT

connecting fully

to the stings of sorrow

so let the judgement pass

because there's no tomorrow

DAY IN AND DAY OUT

I did it for love

but only hurt you instead

just blame and betray

with nothing left to give

Days In. Days Out

I did it for love

no more.