Maybe

At almost any time there's too much on my mind

So much it makes it hard to think

And just like most any day the same things come my way

And after all I'm on the brink

But I'm paralyzed by something less

And I can't get over emptiness

So I dull the pain and ease my brain and the time I'm

Feeling strain of something

If I had the time to ease my mind then maybe

I would fly

If I had a way to help me stay then maybe

I would fly

So once again today I got in line to pay

For everything I ever do

Even tho I feel alright and I've said I love my life

I'm happy when I think of you

But I'm still afraid to leave my cage

And I just can't seem to turn the page

You know I'm feeling every bit my age

And just can't put my finger on that something

If I make believe its summer time then maybe

I would fly

If I ever knew it would be fine then maybe

I would fly

If I had the time to ease my mind then maybe

I would fly

My life's just one big roller coaster

I ride and ride it carries me

But I'm free...

To be lonely again