This Time It Is Mine

It happens again in the fall

Twice in a year where we won't talk

Counting the days past December

Remember

Thirteen more hours thinking

I want to be the one who's sorry when you're gone

I want it right now

I want it all written down

Are you the person

Are you the one to let it go

(You'll regret these last goodbyes)

Let you know

(Don't hold my hand, this time it's mine)

I never said the snow would break my heart

(Forget the notes I wrote to you)

I swear I should have seen it from the start

(I won't be afraid)

I never told you this before

You weren't listening and it's cool

Chasing you away with midnight calls

But no one picks up so we can't talk

You say you're amazing

That's crazy

You break this once before

The higher standards fallen because of what you've done

I want it right now

I want it all written down

Are you the person

Are you the one to let it go

(You'll regret these last goodbyes)

Let you know

(Don't hold my hand, this time it's mine)

I never said the snow would break my heart

(Forget the notes I wrote to you)

I swear I should have seen i