Lovely Sad

Ugly little feelings

Crawl inside my head

What’s the point in leaving

This California king-sized bed?

What-if’s

And the should-have’s

They start to eat my brain

The shadow of my youth has

Made the sun go black again

I look around and I don’t see the pretty things

The evil thoughts upstairs they don’t need company

This broken glass it reflects back

The person I’ve become

And now

Here I am

I feel numb

On the fence

On the run

Spill my guts

What an act

I am sad

But to me I’m lovely sad

Imaginary numbers

Control the ones we love

Fooled by affectation

And something up above

If you’re in love with diamonds

A simple death you’re dying

A wasted life to me

Here we are all liars

Just hoping to get higher

Than everyone we meet

Huxley said we live together but we’re always by ourselves

If you don’t like this type of weather you can move to someplace else

Significance is rarely found underneath your couch

So now

Here you are

Feeling numb

On the fence

On the run

Down and out

Such a drag

We’re all sad

But to me we’re lovely sad