Paradise - Lost

It's 4 a.m. and I'm back in Hell

Where I belong, I guess I love to be

Well you're not here

Hey, what the fuck can I do?

You brought redemption and I pissed it all away

1,000 lifetimes, when I pushed this flaw

I live this way, at what chance I've got

To be forgiven, but the fucker fooled me

Into thinking I was doing it the right way

You kept on trying but I couldn't see that

Now I'm counting the cost

Hell, I was too fucked up to ever believe it

And now my paradise is lost

Fucked up with evil, that's what I am

I guess again, that's what I'll always be

Yeah, fuck I want it, no girl, I need it

'Cause he kept his deal with me

But you brought me something

I've never seen before

A light so bright, but I was blinded

Well, I forgot the deal I made

Thought I could give you what you wanted from me

I know that you kept on trying but I couldn't see that

And now I'm counting the cost

I was too fucked up to ever believe it

And now my paradise is lost

So, now I'm back in Hell and I'm burning

We made a deal and I'll let you be

But I'll always know as I go on sinning

That you're out there and you're free of me

I'm back in the dark, again...