Invisible Tonight

Expect perfection that I don't have

You wanted me reinpulled, I'm not your girl

Not a lover of words, I'm a lover of sounds

And you never understand because you're never around

Expect a lot of things

And pretend like you're not condescending

If you'd only listened to me

You'd know I'm drowning slowly

These walls keep closing in on me again

So sorry but I've got to go

I wanna fade away and watch you win

I never wanna try and go all in

I've got nothing to walk, but I'm givin' in

I've got to go, cause I'm invisible

And I try to rise above the noise

But it never matters, you're counting me out

Why can't you just see that I just wanna be

A part of the world imaginary

If anyone's listenin', I wouldn't know

Cause it's all about you and you're stealin' the show

All this thinking could get me in trouble

So I order a drink and I may get a double

Drowning all my sorrows here again and again

And again. So sorry, but I've got to go

I wanna fade away and watch you win

I never wanna try and go all in

I've got nothing to walk, but I'm givin' in

I've got to go, cause I'm invisible

And I think I want to be invisible tonight

Cause you, that's how you like me

I covered up, I'm barely there

I walked away but you don't care

I'm sorry but I've got to go

I can't do this!

I wanna fade away and watch you win

I never wanna try go all in

I've got nothing to walk, but I'm givin' in

I've got to go, cause I'm invisible