Dirty White Wings

My childhood was a monument of hypocrisy

I was growing fed with my ancestors' God

I used to fall a sleep with a sing of cross

Which I never understood

My eyes shined

A light of the stars

Desires penetrated

The walls of bodies

I look in the sky at assure of the expanse

I deep inside

Where is the paradise?

My life isn't laughter

My way isn't path

Battered down by you

White wings are flapping without any hope

The sad tears are flowing

as blood from unwanted wound

Words are empty

when wind has already blown them away

And you are still killing in the name of fate

Distant flame warms me strongly

A glow of its words inside me

I flow a border of its truth

I pace a path of my desires

I'm rocking by the wind

Filled up with anger

And spot the time with serenity

My life is hell of your paradise

Thy words are the false drowned in a mud

Thy curse is life a step forward

My eyes shined

A light of the stars

Desires penetrated

The walls of bodies