Unrelenting

I can't hide

Myself from this terrible

Feeling of

Frustration that finally

Led me out

Of reality, leaving

Me without strenght

How can I face myself?

It's growing

Inside my ming

A threath I can no define

This strange feeling screams

Deafening as a Horn

Since the day I was born

Shall I stop

And try to face it

Burning in stifling heat?

I'm on my knees

What the hell is that thing?

It is unrelenting

This is the sad story

Of a boy in love with apathy

But feel no mercy with friends

The boy will ask for help until the end of time

I'm feeling sad

I'm feeling sick

I'm feeling bad

But I'm too weak to face this decline

It is always by my side

This feeling's driving me mad

And now I can only implore

But they don't want to gibe me the love

I'm begging for

In their eyes

I can see

The spite and the growing anger toward me

But what else can I do for them?

I do my best, it's true

I'm not able to live on my own

So please just leave me alone.

What the hell can I do for them

If I don't feel ashamed?

This is the sad story

Of a boy in love with apathy