Heavy Gloom

I know all your flaws and most of your fears

I haven't been home a lot in the last 2 years

The constant absence from all my peers

The vibration still steady inside my ears

And I know you hate it, I always restate it

But I'm still so frustrated cause I'm the one you cheated

It cuts so much deeper

Why would I wanna see her?

Only had one beer

And I don't wanna sleep here

And I know you don't care

You've made it so clear

Swore I had no fear

Not until you came near

I hope you feel that heavy gloom

When you're all done up in a crowded room

And your life trips up over those shoes

That you paid too much for but not in dues

And I'll be watching from a distance

Wouldn't wanna miss this

Was it fake the whole time? Was it just instance?

Man it's so personal yet it's business

I want it to hit so close to home

And how much does it cost

To get you back here inside those clubs

That you love so fucking much?

Was I too harsh in my lament to you

That I fell so out of touch?

Back and forth because I can't understand how you

Control all my lust and form the words on my tongue