Playing The Victim

Crushing you inside of my grip again

You’re breathing in

Pushing this aside till when?

Ignoring that pain

Felt you creep inside of my head again

It all depends on where I am and who I’m there with

It’s rough when we’re both square one

With so much undone, who lost and who won?

All rain, no sun

Don’t want to have to speak to anyone

Said this will kill if you let it

Somehow I forget

I should be asleep I shouldn’t be upset

Playing the victim

While you’re still here

Blaming the future on the things I fear

Waking up to gloom and routine again

You’re breathing in

That air that dries your lungs

But you kept our trust

And said do what you must to be happy

And I left with a debt that called me

Out quick to be honest with it all

So now I just sing about missing this and missing that

but what will it really bring?

Just a special circumstance

Where in lies the worst part that I can’t accept

Coming up on Fall

are there things we haven’t spoke on yet?

Said you won’t regret

But you and I are one in the same

Don’t want to have to feel numb

I don’t want this undone

Don’t want to have to speak to anyone