Lyrics The Suicide File

The Suicide File

Some Mistakes You Never Stop Paying For

I used to believe

That you and me

Were gonna shimmer

Like our spikes and chains,

And that the beauty

Of our brashness

Spoke for itself.

Spoke for itself.

When staying awake meant feeling alive.

We were so young, and so cutthroat.

But in the end,

Everything I thought

Meant so much

Didn't mean a thing.

And I can't seem to find the words Anymore.

Anymore.

And I can't seem to find the words Anymore.

Anymore.

I used to believe

That you and me

Were gonna shimmer

Like our spikes and chains,

And that the beauty

Of our brashness

Spoke for itself.

When staying awake meant feeling alive.

We were so young, and so cutthroat.

And yes, I still fucking remember.

I felt it go through me like a shock.

And yes, I still fucking remember standing on these city streets.

And yes, I still fucking remember.

I felt it go through me like a shock.

And yes, I still fucking remember standing on these city streets.

We were gonna change the world.

I didn't change shit.

It didn't mean shit.

We didn't change shit.

We were gonna change the world.

I ain't changing shit.

It didn't mean shit.

We didn't change shit.