Downspeed Heartbeat

I lost myself a thousand times...

Now I succumb to senses blind.

It's all or none.

(No glory in the goal of some

All or none its black or white

(No strength now for shades of grey)

I THIRST! I DREAM!

I BURN! - I SCREAM...

I slow my heartbeat

Indifference holds my sanity

Yet just intoxicated.

By thoughts of Self

(This worldly frame! This cage! This Hell!)

Unknowing Fool I Am

To join its Ranks and spectacle

Open your eyes (Everything lies)