Can't Shape Up

The pictures on the wall of faded, don't you get the feeling

That it's running away? I'm surprised we even made it this far

I'm guilty as charged, I'm running away

I can't save you

I can't save you and if you don't blame me then I won't blame you

I can't even get my eyes to tear

It's been this way for more than a year

And now I'm gonna play with fear

But it's not here

I swear I've had the darkest feelings

Thought about swinging from the ceiling

Don't stop me now ''cause I'm free wheeling

And I can't steer

And it's not fair, no it's not fair

That I'm not there and you

Well you shouldn't care

I can't shape up, I just can't shape up