Stained Glass Ceilings

Like a burning monk

My light flared out in the dark

You're my constant call to arms

Took the blindfold off then left chalk outlines where the future was

It's a goddamn war of attrition

It's a death by a thousand cuts

And if these motherfuckers made it to heaven

They burned the bridge when they got across

They're gathering anchors

They're gathering rope

You push into heaven all alone

They're grabbing your ankles

They won't let you go

The ebb and the distant flow

They're cutting your wings off

Built your ceilings out of stained glass

Well you cut like gravel in my skinned knee

The wound will close eventually

You'll stay as a reminder of how fucked this world can be

Held your funeral on a Tuesday

Holy waters, November cold

The kid who pulled the trigger

Knew too well, couldn't promise him hope

All these bastards are gathering rope

You push into heaven all alone

They're grabbing your ankles

They won't let you go

The ebb and the distant flow

They're cutting your wings off

Built your ceilings out of stained glass

They were cutting your wings off

I was staring at my idle hands

Maybe I could've done something

Maybe I could've made a difference

John Wayne with a God complex

Tells me to buy a gun

Like shooting a teenage kid is gonna solve any problems

Like it's an arms race

Like death don't mean nothing

To know the heavy price of living, boy

The world in my red lines, backed into a corner

Not knowing growing up what it's like to belong here in America

With everyone built the same then how come building's so fucking hard for you?

It's something we're all born into

Enough is enough too gray [?]

It's black or white and sometimes black and blue

It's something we're all born into, whoa-oh

Now I know what's in a name

Not just my father

This old man makes half of me

Why should I bother?

Merchants of misery stacking the deck

Fucking John Wayne's fucking God complex

I have everything in front of me

But there is far enough

To touch those fever dreams

They call America

I am the general's chosen one

The privileged bastard son

They're gathering anchors

They're gathering rope

You push into heaven all alone

They're gathering anchors

They're gathering rope

You push into heaven all alone

No, all alone