Delusional Denial

He is trying to make me mad

He says I need to eat and sleep

I don't want to waste my time

No one can get me back to life

"You're alive, it's a delusion, it's in your mind"

I can't feel it anymore

"You're playing with your own life"

No nerves, no heart, no pain

Among the dead ones

No brain, no breath, no life

None of these words

Delusional they say

It's all in your mind

But what the do they lie

Is something really wrong?

Are they trying to fright me?

Are they trying to warn me?

This syndrome chills to the bones

It lulls me while it swallows me whole

"Don't you want to be fine?

Don't you want to be sane?"

This is my reality

"Be careful what you wish for"