Lyrics This Providence

This Providence

Card House Dreamer

My world is falling apart.

I was a fool, I never saw it coming.

Oh no, no.

My life is like a card house.

A delicate construction

With no regard for the wind.

Everybody's changing.

Oh everybody's changing.

And I don't know know know know know how much more I can take.

I thought I had everything under control.

I couldn't have been more wrong.

I thought I held my world in my hands.

Until it broke and I awoke from this foolish dream.

I put so much of myself in everything else.

Yeah in everything else.

It was a dream come seemingly true.

Torn at the seams revealing a nightmare.

I thought I had everything under control.

I couldn't have been more wrong.

I thought I held my world in my hands.

Until it broke and I awoke from this foolish dream.

I thought I had everything under control.

I couldn't have been more wrong.

I thought I held my world in my hands.

Until it broke my heart.

Everything I loved had changed.

Coffee and cigarettes can't save me.

No, it's a hope where there's no chance of a hope in the world.

And I'm hoping for. (I'm hoping for)

I thought I had everything under control.

I couldn't have been more wrong.

I thought I held my world in my hands.

Until it broke and I awoke from this foolish dream.

I thought I had everything under control.

Well, I couldn't have been more wrong.

I thought I held my world in my hands.

Until it broke my heart.

Everything I loved was flawed.