Contradictions

So hard to say this to you

once again my love fell through

how could i do this to you

the last time i promised you

and you say

"theres so much that i see

when you are not around me

so many words that you say

are contradictions

and how could you say you love me

when you dont even seem to find me

and i just want to set you free

of these addictions"

you cry as i tell you

when did i

why did i

how could i

i sigh as i tell you

all the things i used to do

and you say

"theres so much i didnt see

when you are not around me

so many words that you said

were contradictions

and how could you have said you love me

when there were all those things i couldnt see

well i knew

that there was something up with you"

something wrong

something not right

is there anything i dont see

when you are not around me

are any words that you say

contradictions

and do you still love me now

well i dont understand how

you forgive me somehow

of these convictions

and you forgive me endlessly

but i dont think that you understand all this

and love me unconditionally

but i know ill learn from this

i know i learned from this