To Kill This

With a lack of self esteem

I walked into my teens

And six years later

I'm still frustrated

I'm still not who I want to be

And now it all comes down to

Am I treating her right?

And now it all comes down to

Am I treating her right?

Am I treating her right?

If I could just be

All that I can be for her

That's when I'd be the man I long to be

I hate this cycle

It's a neverending

Story of infinite last chances

And now it all comes down to

Am I treating you right?

And now it all comes down to

Am I treating you right?

Am I treating you right?

I keep telling myself

Just grow up

But it's so easy to say

And so much harder to do

I hear it each and every day

Just grow up

It's the only thing left to do

It's time to kill this

There's no two ways about it

Ends today right here right now

But it's time I learn that

It's not a matter

Of saying the right words

Or singing the right songs

I keep telling myself

Just grow up

But it's so easy to say

And so much harder to do

I hear it each and every day

Just grow up

It's the only thing left to do

It's so old but it's not easy

To say goodbye to all this heartache

To just say no, just run away, endure pain

And suffocate every desire that hurts you

And now it all comes down to

Am I treating you right?

And now it all comes down to this

Am I treating you right?

Am I treating you right?

My words and actions don't align

My heart is the victim of my mind

I keep telling myself

Just grow up

But it's so easy to say

And so much harder to do

I hear it each and every day

Just grow up

It's the only thing left to do

I keep telling myself

Just grow up

But it's so easy to say

And so much harder to do

I hear it each and every day

Just grow up

It's the only thing left to do