2 Years

Keeping the demons at bay

Nothing but liquor to chase

And I don't like the way it tastes but I keep coming back to it

At the end of each day

'Cause the night never dips below freezing

So I can just stay in the feeling

Just cold enough to recall how it felt all the time

When you were mine

When you were mine...

And I'm scared that you'll only remember the end

Looking back on all the things that we shared

In only fear and hatred

Like the last two years are tainted

And I'm scared that I'll only remember the fights

Staying awake when we turned out the lights

And only feeling hatred

Like the last two years are wasted

I'm wasted now

Someone told me that

In a decade that

All of my cells would be new

Oh babe, I don't know if that's true

But these lips won't be the ones you kissed

And your skin won't know my fingertips

That's how I'll know that you're gone

And I'm scared that you'll only remember the end

Looking back on all the things that we shared

In only fear and hatred

Like the last two years are tainted

And I'm scared that I'll only remember the fights

Staying awake when we turned out the lights

And only feeling hatred

Like the last two years are wasted

I'm wasted now

Oh God

Praying to God

Flaying my back

Playing the best parts back

To keep them alive

Oh God

Praying to God

Flaying my back

Playing the best parts back

To keep us alive

Oh God

Praying to God

Flaying my back

Playing the best parts back

To keep us alive

Oh God

Praying to God

Flaying my back

Playing the best parts back

To keep me alive