Off the Rails

Am I a stranger in the dark?

Or am I someone you can trust indeed?

Am I following too close?

Or am I right where I’m supposed to be?

Am I a million miles away?

Or am I so close I can almost reach?

Did I do it to myself?

Or did I really mean what I believe?

All I ever wanted was the blinding

Because all I ever saw was just the name

And all I’ve ever wanted was to find it

It’s time, I finally know just what it means

To go off the rails, to go off the rails

To go off the rails, to go off the rails

Am I the fire, or the spark?

Or am I here to be the room You heat?

Am I everything You hoped?

Or was my channel way too hard to reach?

Is it more than I can take?

Or is it everything I’ll ever need?

What if I don’t know what to say?

What if I’m not who I’m supposed to be?