If Only

Scarlet red

drips from my veins

What's wrong with me

That I imagine such things

And if only for a moment

Let there be peace

And how can I

Live with this pain

I don't have the strength

To conquer this shame

And if only for a moment

Let there be peace

And tell me did you know

That I still won't let it go

And just maybe you're still flying free

If only

Tell me why

I'm left here alone

I search for your voice

But I should've known

That if only for a moment

You'd be with me

And tell me did you know

That I still won't let it go

And just maybe you're still flying free

If only I could change the way

You were torn away from me

I would never let you go

I'd burn away the plans we made

Pretending to believe

That I am not afraid

And tell me did you know

That I still won't let it go

And just maybe you're still flying free

And tell me did you know

That I still won't let it go

And just maybe you're still flying free

If only