Is This The Life

it starts in the afternoon after we've downed a few

we argue for an hour then soak for two

you ask me about the future and what I think it'll bring

I freeze up and can't think of a single thing

is this the life that you wanna live

I've given you all I possibly can give

I wonder why the hell you're still here with me

this isn't how I wanted things to be

you ramble on about the way that I make you feel

and that nothing I say, nothing I do is real

let's hope by tomorrow all memories of this are gone

I guess all you needed was someone that you could lean on