A Soldier For His Country

I still don't know who I am

The only thing I know is that my name is Sam

And I wonder where I lived

I remember a soldier and he's giving me a gift

And I'm bleeding

I lay down in a hole all alone, without a meaning

And I suffer

Yet I'm still alive and I have nothing more to offer

Oh, I'm not scared, I am ready

I release myself

Oh, I'm not scared, I am ready

I release myself

Shooting people, that's my duty

I almost killed myself completely in fury

And I'm not made for this

The war is almost over, there's a light in the darkness

I feel guilty

My family is standing, when it's over, I've been lonely

I shoot a bullet through my head

My pain will be over, and I'll be dead

Oh, I'm not scared, I am ready

I release myself

Oh, I'm not scared, I am ready

I release myself

Oh, I'm not scared, I am ready

I shoot myself

Oh, I'm not scared, I am ready

I shoot myself