The Deep End

Everything's the same

My own reflection's lost in staring at the frame

Of who I used to be

Rebuilt to place the blame

On someone else's shoulders

How does it feel?

Oh, God it used to smother me

Head full of mistakes

A cloud of my regrets

A human thought grenade

Don't make me pull the pin

And it blows my mind

Feelings are left behind

Heavy hearts are weighed down from the inside

Do I even need to question

Where you hide the life you give me

The breath you take when leaving

Are you even trying to find me now

Can you tell me where I'm heading

Drowning in the deep end

The cracks I count on these lonely walks home

Have caught my thoughts and seen the bottom of my soul

And the place that I lay my head to sleep

Is sure to catch the rest of me

While I dream of what it feels like to be whole

You know it's hard to wake up whole in an empty bed

Taking its toll sinking me slow instead

Hard to wake up whole in an empty bed

Taking its toll sinking me slow instead

Drowning in the deep end