Lyrics Totalselfhatred

Totalselfhatred

At War With Myself

At war with myself

Mieleni ainainen sotatanner

Once again in this hell

Ristitulessa raunioina

At war with myself

Riutuneet kädet kaivavat

Fucking war in my head

Hedelmätönä maaperää

On my knees, shattered

Waiting for the fury to settle

To find the haven in this madness

And see the storm to calm

Tired... Empathy my torturer

Only choice whom i'll hurt this time

Torture, empathy, a hurtful choice

Nourishing my true self

Altruistic deprivation

Inside your hearts rest my past

Which kneels to my regrets

Through all the chaos, in the middle of silence

All the burial pits, shelters of my shadow

To perish into nothingness

Through the veils of life and death...

Frei...

Puhdistuneena erillisenä kaikesta

In die Unendlichkeit...

Katson universumiani keskellä aikaa

Im selben Moment wie es mir das herj jerschneidet

Neues Glück erwacht...

In mir aus der Asche der Vergangenheit

Ei saastainen sielu enää ryömi

Befreit...

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