Total Self-hatred

Rip my heart to pieces

tear my soul down to the ground

for I am no more

Rip my lifes to pieces

see the circle's now done

I float

and I'm gone!!!

Screamed so long for peace inside

feel the pain rise every night

and now as I in darkness dwell

I wish I'd never be born!!!

Blessing all these scars inside

I walk those blood fields at night

I hate with love from deep inside

and turn the key to never be born

Screamed so long for peace inside

feel the pain rise every night

and now as I in darkness dwell

I'd wish I'd be never reborn!!!

Screamed... for peace inside

Pain... rise every night

Paths... those bloody nights

Hate... from deep inside