An Act of Providence

I can see death in me - Paranoia

The Fractal of life

I am trying to defend myself

Against the whirl of destination

Against the whirl of domination

escaping from pain into pain again

Never ending

A constant revision of imperfection

Like a verdict - Frustration

Like a verdict - Depression

Awaiting for the final act

An act of providence

I can see death in me - Paranoia

The Fractal of life

I am trying to defend myself

Against the whirl of destination

Against the whirl of domination

Beuond time, in nonentity

I am being punished

By non - existence in loneliness

Pain - a friend

Pain - a sickness

I don't know something more different

An act of providence

Waiting for the final act

Election of power

To find own way

To nowhere?

Like a verdict - Frustration

Like a verdict - Depression

Awaiting for the final act

An act of providence