As Never Before

I'm quietly waiting

For long awaited death

No sisters of mercy

Nor fucking priest

Could give me a moment

Of silence and peace

Could give me a moment

Of relief

All these hypocrites

Morons with Juda's face

No-one understands

How long they'll stay

So profundly certain

They are right

With every morphine breath

I can see more and more

Positive points of

Long awaited death

Happiness of ending existence

And immortality as punishment

Many years, many moments

I was waiting

My exhausted body

Personal fragments of life

Emotionally dead and alive

As never before... and free