No Hope

My life is a real paranoia

I exist in immense hopelessness

Closed in narrow cage

Among baseness filling me with disgust

The fear leaks through my hands

Covering the face of weakness and sadness

I feel someone’s hand

Fingers tightened on my neck

I try to understand anything

Though everything makes no sense

My scream echoes from walls

Pressing me down to the ground

I’m afraid of the minds

Which bother me incessantly

I’m still looking for an exit

Bit it surpasses my strength

No hope

I crawl through the fog of last sanity

Unconsciously I transform from night

Into wrong

Because all around is the false

I slowly sink into the deadness of existence

I ramble through desert of suffering

And disquietude

No hope

Nothing absorbs my mind

My life has been proposed without me