Cryin' Out

Verse 1:

I still remember when I first started living this thing

And you gave me the grace to make the right decision to change

My whole lifestyle was flipped most thought the kid was insane

Even those close to me my homies wasn't feeling it mayne

But still I wanted some more, I wanted to know this infinite King

You restored my heart and your glory started to stick in my brain

I couldn't get enough of your scripture I was simply amazed

By Acts, Galatians, Revelation, 1 Corinthians, James

I couldn't fathom something would happen to make me stray away

I couldn't imagine leaving my Dad that took me from my playa ways

Who rescued me from the storm, all those gray and rainy days

The one with that amazing grace, the same one who gave me faith

But recently it seems to me that passion is fading

It's almost like I forgot my Holy Dad was amazing

And without noticing your Word, I started reading it less

Yeah I'm alive, but it feels like I'm just breathing to death

I'm Cryin' Out!

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I'm crying out 'cause I'm weak and unworthy

Lord Jesus it hurts me, I'm in need of your mercy

Would you please come and restore me

To the servant I used to be

When I was just seeking your glory and was content with you and me

I'm cryin out

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Verse 2:

After you snatched you up I saw that life without you wasn't life

You couldn't pay me a million bucks to go back to shunning Christ

I'd tell my boys the joy of living abundant life

Read ya sword seek the Lord I'd tell em to run to Christ

But my desires much less, it's clear that I am such a mess

My life crumbles now I stumble and I am deserving death

At first it was just not reading but now it's leading to sin

And its been so long I wonder if Ill see you again

And the sin makes it even harder for your grace change my heart up

Each breath I take is hard the separations getting farther

I'm scared to pray unto my father 'cause I feel unworthy

To seek His face I didn't bother, yeah it makes me wanna holler

Cause everything I've known seems to be fading away

This thing is crazy I pray that you'd erase it today

And I know cant just sit idle and wait for you to do it

But I don't know what do I'm crying as I'm going through it

I'm Cryin Out!

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Verse 3:

Now its getting even worse cause my sin doesn't even hurt me as much

Why would I leave my first love I used to thirst for your touch

For your direction of my life I loved your glorious throne

I'd put myself in the back seat and seek your glory alone

But now because I love it less I'm becoming morally wrong

I may look the same to all the others but Lord you notice I'm gone

You know I long to come back I miss that peace I used to feel

When I'd reap pray unceasingly and read what you've revealed

But I'm not plus I got a minor depression that I'm hating

To learn a lesson now I'm waiting I'm starting to question my salvation

I'm nothing, I'm dirt I need something to work

So Ill try the only thing that does I gotta jump in ya Word

And maybe if I read Ill be able to recapture

The things that made fall in love with Jesus, King and Master

I know it'll be a struggle but I gotta fight hard

To delight in the Christ who saved me like lifeguards

I'm Cryin Out!

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