Never Born

I see you all at my funeral

I smell the lilacs in June

Jamie orates my eulogy

I really like his new suit

All these dudes in all these suits

All these girls who pretend to know me

My parents, my sisters, my brother

Just stare as I sleep

I’m not leaving in sadness

I’m not leaving at all

I’ve been here forever

And not a second too long

Don’t let me

Cause I’ll trick ya

Don’t let me see you so sad

If I could take you to heaven

Don’t you doubt that I would

But I don’t save no souls

I can’t save my own

If I knew where I was headed

Think I’d already be gone

Can you smell those lilacs?

They got no burden to spare

The gentle breath of all good things

Humbling bliss unaware

As I stretch out to heaven

I see the place where I’m from

The pretty town and its blinking lights

I see the room I was born

I see my friends from my childhood

I smell the lilacs in June

I once reveled in sadness

I always gave up too soon

Don't turn to darkness

Don't turn your soul

And if I told you we live forever

Would you ever believe?

I love you so much more than forever

But now it's time for sleep