Lyrics Trophy Scars

Trophy Scars

Trazodone

I eat my trazodone and go to bed

Wake up in the morning with holes in my head

My friend's a doctor

He tells me I'm fine

As long as I don't eat 'em all of the time

There's a man

In my dreams

He's silhouetted by the dawn's soft gleam

He lights a smoke

He shows his teeth

He tells me "Son, I'm the devil you feed."

Here's the problem with the devil though

I guess I just don't believe

His eyes burn red and admits a grin

He asks "Son, will you follow me?"

Then the man's face starts to change

All of a sudden he looks just like me

Somehow I've seen this all before

Exactly where I'm not so sure

Or is it when?

I couldn't say

Time and space tend to disagree

Then I wake

From my sleep

I floss the trazodone from my teeth

I take a shower and I comb my hair

I trim my beard then I look in the mirror

And I almost can't believe my eyes

My mouth opened wide, paralyzed in fear...

Oh look at the martyr

He burned himself alive out of sheer cold terror

Some claim it was murder

They saw the devil in his bed with his lover

You all hate a martyr

You hate the bed you're sleeping in and all its horror

Her motive was murder

Well, I'm the ghost that's haunting you forever and ever

You're right my heart it was a desert

You're right you're love was the drink

I wouldn't take one goddamn sip so I could die or go to sleep

No, no, no

So she burned me like coal

'Cause killers like her, they don't never let you go

I love the worst kind of criminals

The kind that eat your heart

The kind that steal your soul

Oh look at the martyr

He burned himself alive out of sheer cold terror

Some claim it was murder

They saw the devil in his bed with his lover

You all hate a martyr

You hate the bed you're sleeping in and all its horror

Her motive was murder

Well, I'm the ghost that's haunting you forever and ever

Laying there with a ghost in my mouth

Andy tells me to spit her out

Oh Laur, I want to spit you out

Laying there with the ghost in my mouth

Andy tells me to spit her out

Oh Laur... I want to spit her out

Everything that you said to me

All the words that you said to me

Everything that you said to me was make believe

Just make believe

Everything that you said to me

All the words that you said to me

Everything that you said to me was make believe

Just make believe