Screaming Out

Twiztid - Screaming out

Feelin lifeless wanna fight this

Feelin the urge ends up so priceless

Brought back from a hateful climate

When I get so cold and I'm violent

And I can't bring it to silence

I'm so fucking absurd and out of context

Listen to my words dead circus

Were rotten with adament objects

Will keep you stuck in the process like cobwebs

My concious and my progress will keep me comin

For the nonsense and I guess I do it for the

People who be lookin for my chest to stake

With the hardest of concious

And I'll be damn if I dont take it like god blessed

And put it to a song so you know its nonsense

Dont wanna end it all

I was something so painless slittle dumb shit

I dont wanna hear any reason that you would come with

In this life... my si-tu-a-tions fading

As I take flight! From the top of the sky-scraper

Will you hear me screaming out?

Ahh get out my head out my nightmares

I'm all that I have left and any given day

It seems that I dont care, yo I could die happy

Then I feel fear, Not afraid of dying

More afraid of living then tryna stay here

Stay clear, too many tainted visions of people perpetratin

To be something greater than they appear

And my appearance is ignorance society

Social sickness an a vaccine lies thats broken nobody fixes

Still dreaming playing with both clenched fists

That the hate will be extracted and replaced with self forgiveness

Forgive this heart and sick son of a bitch

That spits shit self medicated mortalled enemey worst critic

Calling myself projection an working through infection

My perception is a bad radio station with no reception

As I sign off one last time then everything is all disconnected

In this life... my si-tu-a-tions fading

As I take flight! From the top of the sky-scraper

Will you hear me screaming out?

I'm ten feet from the ground

Was lost but now I'm found...

Lost but now I'm found...

I've... been... Kick'n it in the dark

Thats more hopin that I ever have

Never have I had to list the shit I would rather have

Rather than life I'm livin now I been breakin down

Feelin like some prison

And I'm think'n bout me breakin out

And I know its not sane when I cock that thang

And point it at my brain

If I let that bang get the thang that its aimed at

Put in the pain there be more blame when I came back

In the after life... lately I been thinkin about the afterlife

Usually I'm thinkin god and I'll be glad for life

But you wouldn't understand unless you had my life

Where I been, what I've seen

Your nightmares my good dream

And your love is what I need

If you can hear me when I scream!

In this life... my si-tu-a-tions fading

As I take flight! From the top of the sky-scraper

Will you hear me screaming out?

I'm ten feet from the ground

Was lost but now I'm found...

Lost but now I'm found...