Wrong With Me

Leave me all alone

There ain´t nobody calling on my telephone

Because I ripped that bitch right up outta the wall

I apologize to any y´all that tried to call

I haven't been myself lately

I've been slowly loosing my mind

And tellin them its gravy

I'm looking hella shady

And I haven't showered in weeks

I haven't washed my balls

I haven't brushed my teeth

All I see is demons everywhere that I look

Was it the Ojai?

The black magic?

Warlock book?

I can't remember

Well how can my memories leave me?

I can't believe the spirits would try to receive me

But they did

Just like a little kid

I was so eager to learn

So willing to give

But all they did was hate me and break me

Use my body for a host and my mirror for the gateway

Something is wrong with me

I can't be who I need to be

Something is wrong with me

Will it last for eternity?

Something is wrong with me

I can't be who I need to be

Will it last for eternity?

Please don't walk away

I want you to hear what I gotta say

I never had anyone never care for me

I never had anyone never there for me

If you would listen to me instead of callin me names

I would explain why I'm shaking and I'm going insane

My mind is on vacation

Lack of conversation

I'm like a radio with static on every station

Still I wanna know will I be normal again

You say its bullshit and tell me that it's all pretend

But if it's false then why don't these demons just disappear

And if it's untrue then why am I seein them crystal clear?

Because I do

The mirrors turning blue

And soul after soul keeps walking right through

They're livin in my house

And living inside my head

Some sleep inside the closet

Others sleep under the bed

Something is wrong with me

I can't be who I need to be

Something is wrong with me

Will it last for eternity?

Something is wrong with me

I can't be who I need to be

Something is wrong with me

Will it last for eternity?

All I wanted to be was a member of a family with unity

But the people that's alive

Will stab you straight in the back

And throw a stick in the spokes

And flip you off of the tracks

If it wasn't for monoxide and violent j,

That nigger jack,

Shaggy 2 dope,

And blaze ya dead homie

I probably would have given up and callin it quits

I probably wouldn't be here

I probably wouldn't be shit

I find myself looking back in the glass and reminisce on the times of the present and past

I'm feelin strange

I wonder if they can save me

I'm feeling cold

I'm standing in front of the gateway

Well here I am

I'm such a crazy man

I'm trying to control my life the best that I can

But the demons are around me trying to stray me away

I thank God that I'm standing right here today

Something is wrong with me

I can't be who I need to be

Something is wrong with me

Will it last for eternity?

Something is wrong with me

I can't be who I need to be

Something is wrong with me

Will it last for eternity?