Hole In The Ground

You once were oh-so-close

But I don't remember

Where you are and who you know

But come this September

You will fly on your own

Cause you got a letter

You must find, find your home

And it won't get much better

I try so hard

To fly but my heart

Won't go very far

No, no

And my own two hands

Will start bleeding again

And floor will turn to

To a hole in the ground

The plans that I make

Roads that I take break

To holes that will go

Where I don't know

They are solid grounds illusions

That write themselves off

As perfectly normal solutions

Pollutions in my eyes

My disguise will take me

Break me

Won't save me this time

There's a vision

But you won't save me this time

My decision for living

Isn't mine to decide and

You just seem oh-so-far

Past the stars and past my heart

I can almost feel you and I start

To close my eyes and sing a song

I will keep singing cause I'm wrong

But you were singing with me all along

I try so hard

To fly

But my heart

Won't go very far

No, no

And my own two hands

Will start bleeding again

And floor will turn to

To a hole in the ground

Do not be alarmed

If I fall into the sun

If I fall

And my own two hands will start bleeding

And then they will lower me

In to, to a hole in the ground