Anesthesia

Like a flash of light in an endless night

Life is trapped between two black entities

'Cause when you trust someone, illusion has begun

No way to prepare, impending despair

Did one say so cruel: "Tis better to love than lose"

Ignorance is bliss - wish not knew your kiss

So many times been burned, this lesson goes unlearned

Remember desire only fuels the fire - liar

Betwixed birth and death, every breath regret

I pity the living, envy for the dead

Emotionally stunned, in defense, I'm numb

I'd rather not care than to be aware - be scared

I don't need love

Are a thousand tears worth a single smile?

When you give an inch, will they take a mile?

Longing for the past but dreading the future

If not being used, well then you're a user and a loser

World renowned failure at both death and life

Given nothingness, purgatory blight

To run and hide, a cowardly procedure

Options exhausted, except for anesthesia - anesthesia

I don't feel anything.