Despair

Scrape... harder

Aftermath sets in on me

I am wretched, detestable, worthless

Compelled to comprehend the guilt

To forfeit everything for atonement

I'll hide away to fight the side that's screaming, What have you done?

And the other that's fine with being, The bloodstained one

Myself against me, two darkened faces, which one will win

Take this affliction of the heart

Dull these wounds of sorrow

Beg for attrition from remorse

My soul become so hollow

I crawled and grasped for it, but still, grace eludes me

I could have been the one to save us all

From forces raging

Instead I chose to fade and lost control

And now I'm paying

This agony is punishment for the choice I made

I've never felt so crushed beneath an overwhelming weight

Destroyed by misery, this aching disease, torment deserved

Take this affliction of the heart

Dull these wounds of sorrow

Beg for attrition from remorse

My soul become so hollow

Turn my hands to stone

God knows my heart's halfway there

Just take away my ability to kill

Alter my moral perception

Turn it upside down

I found a place to escape from Two sides of sin

Shed simulation to become Two beasts within

I'll take the pain and build four walls Fortress of shame

Lock me away for a just cause Bloody dichotomy

I can't erase the consequence of Murderous rage

I'll simply take myself away from This ravaged place

Take this affliction of the heart

Dull these wounds of sorrow

Beg for attrition from remorse

My soul become so hollow

Take this affliction of the heart

Dull these wounds of sorrow

Beg for attrition from remorse

My soul become so hollow