Confused

On which side am I?

This one or that one

I'm so messed up

And I can't fuckin' understand

What's going on

I've found myself

Caught in a position - once again

That I'm not sure

If that's the way

That I wanted it to be

And I'm so confused

I was sure we're going

In a special direction

I guess I was wrong again

Can't seem to find an answer

Or salvation

The TV is shut

Yeah, I'm alone again

Thinking of where I was

Where I've been

My walls are white

But i see only black

It can't be you

'Cause I don't think

That your shadow

Is that big

And I'm so confused

I was sure we're going

In a special direction

I guess I was wrong again

Can't seem to find an answer

Or salvation

Sometimes it feels so weird

And I don't know what to decide

This side or this side

My mind is so messed up

Can I manage on my own?

Or do I need you by my side

To help me clear my doubts

And to find my way out