Not Against Me

Migraine in chaos of deep paranoia

It's too hard to get over

The reptiles inside of my head keep me sober

My veins are on fire my breath getting colder

Stench and stagnation dehydrated tension

It's too much to mention

My weakest desires are wrapped up in violence

The words of objection still echo in silence

Every kick every trip I do

Every lazy smoke filled afternoon

It can't be used against me

Every childhood trauma lifted off my shoulders

It can't be used against me

And I'm ready to seize the day

I've circled around in this sea of objections

Overcoming rejection

Like a cold steel knife it turns

Velvet acid lips it burns

Freezing up expression twisted

Rosy cheeks the skin gets blistered

No you don't have power over me